Day 18: If I put my mind to it I can do it.

Today I met the studio owner Darius & was given the news I would be volunteering. My hours are 5:45 AM to 7:15 AM Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday. This is going to be a lot of work but I want it, I want to go to grad school & I will.

Class today was with Erin & was only an hour, I had a long night and am very tired so I decided to go easy. No full standing postures but I completed the entire class so that’s a positive.

Today I ate:

  • salad, 2 poached eggs & mozzarella cheese
  • 7 potstickers >.<
  • Gluten Free macaroni & cheese with extra cheese
  • Tea

Funny thing:

I realised that the biggest thing that has held me back my entire life is my family. I am scared to tell them that I want to go back to graduate school. I feel like that’s the exact reason why I should. They should be excited for me & I know they will. Pursuing my dreams is what I am about & I feel they know that. When I go to grad school, I am going to die my hair purple, its long been my dream & work & social stigmas have always stopped me from doing so. When I get accepted to grad school, I am dieing my hair.

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